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Redemption by OlgaAthens

A picture is worth a thousand words, so it is often said, but here at DeviantArt most pictures/graphics don't even warrant a comment. T...


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Penelope Avamour


Why it is you are visiting my profile I haven't got the faintest idea as I am not an artist.

And, even if I were an artist, I probably wouldn't upload anything here to dA as that would mean I would have to spend a significantly greater amount of my precious time here than I would otherwise care to spend amongst some of the most dreariest people I have ever had the misfortune to encounter anywhere in my life.

I actually know real artists: they're eccentrically fun people to know; they're bright, witty, charming, polite, intelligent, creative, sophisticated and exciting to know - not like the vast majority of people here.

The vast majority of the people here at dA are excruciatingly dull - tragically so.

Save to say, I don't spend a lot of time here - I never did.

thanks for dropping by, anyway.

New-year-resolutions by Insouciancee

My New Year's Resolution for 2014 is to never post here at DeviantArt ever again as I find most of the people here really depressing.

That's not to say I find people elsewhere on the Internet any much better because I don't.

But, just in case I surprise myself and actually keep this resolution, here is some information about me you may find worthwhile knowing.


GoogleYouTube by Insouciancee

If you are visiting my profile from Google+ or Youtube it is most probably because I have referred to you as being an idiot.

Please, don't feel bad, as it is just my way of showing how much I don't care for you or your opinions.


USA by Insouciancee

The USA is the greatest terrorist state the world has ever known.

It alone is responsible for the deaths of more innocent men, women and children - 10 MILLION+ - around the globe than any other state since the end of WWII.

It's very existences is an insult to humanity.


Feminism-banner by Insouciancee

It is said, behind every great man there is an even greater woman, if so, that doesn't say a great deal about Michelle Obama, as her husband is a lying murdering fraud.

Of course, we won't even contemplate what that says about Laura Bush.

Hillary Clinton we already know to be a lying duplicitous bitch as so was Julia Gillard who was Australia's first female prime minister.

It is ironically coincidental that since the advent of feminism in the mid 70's the world's political scene has deteriorated beyond repair.

And, to such extent being a pathological liar is considered the norm rather than the exception.

Who would have thought women stuffing their bras with worn pantyhoses so as to fake the appearance of having bigger boobs in purpose of appearing more appealing would create a New World Order where it doesn't matter whether you are a naturally gifted, truthful and honest person because you can always fake and lie about it, if you're not, huh?

It shouldn't matter whether it is a man or woman who sits at the seat of power for feminine influence to be discernible especially when it comes to truth, justice and peace.

But if that were actually how things had transpired then the world would be a far better place than it is today.

Wives' of leaders aren't powerless especially when their husbands' start beating the war drums or make decisions that are disregarding of the value of human life.

The purpose of feminism was and is to provide the opportunity for women to establish equal social status with men.

A First Lady of the United States threatening to divorce her husband taking the children with her amidst the public glare of the world over an issue of public social conscience where countless innocent people were going to unnecessarily die has more power enshrined in it than even the US Constitution, Office of Presidency, Senate and Congress combined.

I'd be threatening to divorce him every second week if he didn't live up to my ideals, which I am quite sure would be in dramatic contrast to the Joint Chiefs of Staff and the Pentagon.


Penelope Avamour by Insouciancee

I can actually tell my life story - more or less - through Victoria's Secret videos.


Up until about 2008 I was the most darling woman - a veritable Disney princess - anyone could meet.


From 2008 until now I have wreaked havoc in people's lives causing more consternation than there are constellations visible in the heavens - they were all evil people - combining my beauty and bright wit in perfect symmetry and harmony as analogously depicted by Flavia.


Martin Luther King Jr. could very well have said, "I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where the marketable beauty of women is not judged by appearance alone, but by the content of their character and whether they can actually string three semi-coherent words together in a sentence."

MEN by Insouciancee

Despite being a lesbian confused about my sexual orientations - I couldn't care what you think - I like men which is a bit of a plus as I spend so much of my time in the company of men both professionally and privately.

That's the good news.

The bad news is I don't care to get know anyone personally I encounter online.

I have spent most of my time online in the company of the most revile misogynistic male psychopaths any woman could ever have the misfortune to encounter anywhere.


Because I could be horrid towards them without feeling guilty about being horrid towards them.

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Wufpacker Featured By Owner 13 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the +watch :)

wow, that just feels odd for some reason. But really cool nonetheless.Clap 
Insouciancee Featured By Owner 9 hours ago
Of course, you don't have to reciprocate even though that would have been the gentlemanly thing to do before I had a chance to mention it.

And, there in lies our two different worlds.
Wufpacker Featured By Owner 9 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You've no idea how often, even before this "current issue", I've wanted to add/watch you.  My reasons for not having done so are much more intricate than your belief I just wasn't gentlemenly enough to do so.  Among other things, you gave off vibes, perhaps unknowingly, that it would be something that a) I'd be doing only to keep tabs on you, and; b) would be doing only to try to pathetically woo you into bed.

Probably more than that even, but am still half alseep and am ill-equipped to try to either start or prevent a whole knew avenue of conflict.

But welcome, nonetheless :)
Insouciancee Featured By Owner 7 hours ago
I actually find all you've written there to be quite adorable.

Mainly, because everything you've written could well have been true after the fact.

I mean, I don't ever remember being of that mind regarding you.

Not in that way.

My thing with you was always men can't even get it right with me when they give it their best shot spending thousands and thousands of dollars on me.

That just translated into an allocation of time thing.

What I don't mention - even though you've experienced it yourself - is I do try and give an honest account of myself to any man who has earnestly tried to woo me.

It's only the real idiots I'm horrible towards.

But me doing that helps negate my time commitments on the other side of the ledger.

I mean, I've obviously given some thought as to how I could be the most adorable/vicious woman/bitch simultaneously.

Of course, in any complex endeavour there are always a few bugs to iron out.

I have no idea if anything I have written makes any sense as I have had a few shots with my brother at the grave site.

It seemed the most befitting thing to do under the circumstances.
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MojoBrown Featured By Owner May 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Insouciancee Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
My my my,

This is a rather pleasant surprise to find you having visited my rather dilapidated and hauntless profile.

I kinda expected my profile to be covered in cobwebs by now but it would seem even spiders have better options available to them.

When I was at TDSF with the psychopaths I used to envisage myself as the girl in red in the Backstreet Boys video Everybody.…

She appears for the first time at 1:12 minutes and intermittently throughout the clip thereafter. She has the most sensual sultry look when she switches it on. But, even though I have an equally evocative sultry look when I switch it on, I more identified with her being aloof from everyone else and from all the weird happenings going on in the video as that tends to be me most of the time.

Of course, without the experience with the psychopaths prior to coming here I would never have found here so funny with the MajorIdiot and his Band of Merry Idiots. That really was the last hurrah for me as I've never encountered anything remotely like it on the Internet since. Not that I participate much at all these days on the Internet except for the odd post I may make at G+ when I feel in the mood. But even that is getting less and less these days as that site is almost as dull as things got here after the MajorIdiot and his Band of Merry Idiots departed the scene.

I hope everything is well with you, Mojo.

Please pass on my love to everyone at the Shoutbox and tell them for me that after having given the matter much considered thought these past two and half years I've come to the conclusion it wasn't me - it was them.

MojoBrown Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I was thinking of you, and had not heard from nor seen you about... so I dropped by your flat here. The spiders seem to have left, and I'm not much afraid of dust... so I draw a heart in the dust on the window for you to find. I knew you'd know it was from me.

I remember you telling me relating to the girl in the Everybody video. I can see it... perhaps not finding yourself in a room with cheesy pop stars dressed as monsters... but I get the scenario. Hell is breaking loose, meanwhile you are displaying your insouciance(see what I did there?)

I've not heard from that lot in quite some time. That, is the nature of this site though. Very few remain for extremely long periods of time.

All is quite well, Penny. I wish the very same for you.

:laughing: I'll be sure to pass that on.

much love, see you soon...
Insouciancee Featured By Owner Edited May 20, 2015
Oh, you've got me in a reflective mood now.

I think some of that has to do with where we left off in our private communications earlier this year as I remember I was going to tell you about my fountain story.

It was only after mentioning it to you did I realise how extremely complex it would be for me to tie all the threads together as to why that particular story had any relevance to you and me. I'm not going to mention it here now.

I was sure I had mentioned the Backstreet Boys video clip of Everybody to you along with the Victoria's Secret video of Akon singing his song Angel depicting Flavia as those two clips in combination gave the most accurate reflection of me as a person, so I tended to mention them a lot back then. And, not simply for the reason they both depict pretty women. As I mentioned in my previous post it was the aloofness of the woman in the Everybody clip for which I identified and in the Flavia clip it was the harmonious synergy between feminine physiology and psychology for which I identified insofar as a daily dedicated aspiration of mine. And though the combined symbolism of both these clips makes perfect sense to me, it usually doesn't for the person for whom I am in conversation.

I practice everything: I even practice how best to cover my boobs with one arm on the off chance someone catches me topless. More than that, I wear haute couture - exclusively designed - little black dresses as off-the-shelf little black dresses invariably are so horrendous in their design let alone for my figure. I'm just not this way when it comes to fashion - physiology - I am this way when it comes to my interactions with people - psychology. Of course, the pursuit of perfection in these two exclusive domains requires a mass allocation of my time for which invariably is a solitary endeavour.

As I've mentioned to you, my engagement with the psychopaths at TDSF was mostly due to me suffering debilitating health issues during 2011 for which took all of that year and most of 2012 for me to fully recover. Initially, though, I thought I had discovered something exceptional at TDSF beyond anything a text based message board type forum could ever inspire - much like when I stumbled upon naked-in-the-rain profile here in January 2013. Both her profile and Flames chatroom at TDSF shared similar traits in that they were just so vibrantly colourful and dynamic.

I had thought things were over with the psychopaths in October 2012 after a culminating event that saw everyone go their own separate ways. That's what brought me here to DeviantArt in November as I really am a calender girl insofar as leaving it to the New Year to take on new challenges. And, as I've mentioned to you, I never had any animosity towards the MajorIdiot and his Band of Merry Idiots. It was just that I didn't want to be engaged in that type of exchange in 2013 as I wanted to broaden my horizons in pursuing different interests the following year, which is just my standard philosophy come every year. That's the only reason I got him suspended as that was the only way I could guarantee this thing with him would not be revisited in 2013. 

More than anything else it was this end of year philosophy of mine that brought you and I to grief as I still vividly remember my consternations of mind at the time as I had been saying to you privately for weeks I am living on borrowed time with your friends in the Shoutbox. And, knowing how I like to do my spring cleaning in summer - Australian seasons - and of the fact the Shoutbox had been your home away from home for many years whereas it was only ever going to be a kinda brief ocean cruise fling for me - so to speak, I remember having not the slightest compunction in farewelling the Shoutbox for this specific reason, and yet, I also remember my reservations about farewelling the Shoutbox with there still being six weeks of the year remaining. It was these two competing interests that caused me my consternations, which was a real pity as I had really enjoyed my time with you as I still think you are the best exponent of the online communication art I have ever encountered. Needless to say, these are really unusual dynamics for me to encounter insofar as being torn between saying farewell to someone or something and just leaving without so much as a second thought about my decision and being hesitant to say farewell even though I know it is the right thing to do. Ironically, it is only something I have ever experienced with real life boyfriends.
Of course, this in only a smattering of what I could write on the subject as you need to remember I got one of the psychopaths at TDSF to walk around his home with a loaded shotgun after having telephoned the Seattle Police he feared he was about to be raided by a FAT CHICK SQUAD from OREGON. naked-in-the-rain is a perfect example of getting so much right but not having the acuteness of mind or knowledge of the subtle nuances of sultry feminine perception. That's  what intrigued me about her in the beginning as it looked like she did have that allusive acuteness of mind in conjunction with a knowledge of the subtle nuances of sultry feminine perception.

I only mean to emphasis by mentioning her of how genuinely enthralled I can get - and did get - by new and wondrous encounters I experience - even on the Internet - as was the case when I joined the Shoutbox. I tend to value the sensation of the experience more than I do any misgivings I may later have regarding any person or persons. It really is the only way you can do it when you spend most of your time in an adversarial environment where the only thing that matters is you've screwed over the other person more than they've screwed over you - or something like that.    

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xX-NIGHTBANEWOLF-Xx Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Are you still here?
Insouciancee Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015
I still pop in every now and then - not often.

How are you?
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